Nonsense pt.2

I'm laying on my bed, legs cross with each other, it's currently 5:14 PM. No songs are being play this time. No songs. Only the sound of the wind coming from my fan can be heard. Blank. Empty.

Just like my soul, mind, body, and heart right now.

I should't being like this. Yes I shouldn't. But I can't stop myself either, you know, from being heartbroken and such....Well.

What is the most sadest and painful time when having a crush?

Probably not when you're going to say Hi, to say a FREAKING HI after staring and spying like a ninja on your crush like forever but then your friend suddenly inform you, that your crush is having a relationship.

A relationship.

A FUCKING RELATIONSHIP.

I told you.

This is probably not the sadest and painful time when having a crush.

Probably.

Nonsense Pt.1

I should be sleeping right now, I have school tomorrow. But no, I'm not sleeping, I'm currently on my bed, legs cross with each other, a tab in my hand, and listening over random korean songs—I shuffle all of the songs. Infinite - Real Story is playing right now.

A chat come in my noti. It's from Yaya. Wait a min, I'm going to reply her chat.

Done, where are we again? Oh yeah, I forgot, we didn't talk about anything actually. I guess I'm bored right now, and seems like writing a blog can kill the time.

I just finish my homework, not really finish, just half done, the rest will do it at school. Typical student.

Admit it.

You have done it too.

My tab's time show "11:42" right now, and my battery is only 57% I dunno why I'm telling you this. Just feel like to. Because I'm bored, yeah.

Wait a min, I need to reply Yaya's chat. We're talking about Infinite's Weekly Idol. I don't know why I'm telling you this, ah, yeah, because I'm bored.

My battery right now is 56% and it's 11:45 PM. I realy should be sleeping.

I guess.

The song that playing right now is Insane by BTOB. Mentioning about Insane....I think I've lost my sanity right now.

Because it's 11:46 at night, and my battery is only 56%, and my father is watching Jurassic World in the living room—I can hear the screaming, and I am talking writing on this blog, alone. Without a reader to read this creepy ugly messy blog of mine.

I've lost my sanity.

I guess I should really go to sleep.

don't 하지마

Don't worried too much for me.
Don't give attention too much for me.
Don't care too much for me.
Don't give love too much for me.

Because I might want more. And more. And more and in the end, I might be a greedy person which I'm afraid the most.

So please, don't give too much. I might complain, but I'm fine on my own.

Just give me a little of your worry.
Just give me a bit of your attention.
Just give me a tiny of your care.
Just give me a little bit tiny of your love.

I'm thankful for your worry, attention, care and love. I'm thankful even it just a little, tiny, or bit. I'm thankful. Thank you, and don't worry. I will be fine on my own.