They said first love never works. But I already on my nth love and it still doesn't work. sigh
I gather the little courage inside me and send him a message, maybe for the last time. Finally I've come clear with him. No more secrets, I guess. He is going soon, far away. Sooooo faaarrrrr awaaaayyyyyy *Sing so far away by Avenged Sevenfold LOL*
BTW, I think I might get over him soon. All I need to do is to take a step forward. Little by little, like a baby who try to walk. Goodluck, dear self.
confuse
Believe or not, high school already end for me Those times in school feel like a dream, real yet so dreamy. I miss high school, sigh. I miss my fellow classmates :'(
BTW, keputusan for tingkatan 6/stpm already out last week and guess what? I doesn't get the tawaran. Idk if I should be sad or happy. I'm still confuse about my future, what course should I take, should I go with stpm or matriks or upu's choice. Sigh. Result matriks akan keluar 27hb ni so yeah...... if I get matriks, that means I will go on with Account. If I get my upu's choice which is TESL, I might go on with TESL. But, the problem is, I am still confuse on which course I should take. Accountancy or TESL?
Tbh, I'm not good at both :'( OTTOKEEE *screams*
I like Math since I was little, I'm kinda good at it in primary school. I like calculations, I aim to solve the problem. BUT account ni boleh buat orang pening kepala kalau tak dapat the answer, gahh. And I've read some enrty about accountancy in matriks, and they have EKONOMI. *deep sigh*
I have learnt Eko in high school, and frankly said, I always failed. YEP, failed. I dunno whyyyyyyy but i'm not good at it :'( So I think a lot about this ya know. In another hand, IF I go with TESL, the only pekerjaan yg I nampak kalau ambik TESL ni is mengajar, teach, teaching, jadi cikgu. BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT TEACHING. *screeeaaammmmsss*
*sigh*
I'm scared tbh, really really scared. I'm scared about my future....everyone looks so confident and happy about their choices and here I am.....feeling scared and down....*sigh for the nth time*
BTW, keputusan for tingkatan 6/stpm already out last week and guess what? I doesn't get the tawaran. Idk if I should be sad or happy. I'm still confuse about my future, what course should I take, should I go with stpm or matriks or upu's choice. Sigh. Result matriks akan keluar 27hb ni so yeah...... if I get matriks, that means I will go on with Account. If I get my upu's choice which is TESL, I might go on with TESL. But, the problem is, I am still confuse on which course I should take. Accountancy or TESL?
Tbh, I'm not good at both :'( OTTOKEEE *screams*
I like Math since I was little, I'm kinda good at it in primary school. I like calculations, I aim to solve the problem. BUT account ni boleh buat orang pening kepala kalau tak dapat the answer, gahh. And I've read some enrty about accountancy in matriks, and they have EKONOMI. *deep sigh*
I have learnt Eko in high school, and frankly said, I always failed. YEP, failed. I dunno whyyyyyyy but i'm not good at it :'( So I think a lot about this ya know. In another hand, IF I go with TESL, the only pekerjaan yg I nampak kalau ambik TESL ni is mengajar, teach, teaching, jadi cikgu. BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT TEACHING. *screeeaaammmmsss*
*sigh*
I'm scared tbh, really really scared. I'm scared about my future....everyone looks so confident and happy about their choices and here I am.....feeling scared and down....*sigh for the nth time*
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