First of all, this is not a happy announcement because I dreamt I didn't get my upu's choice.....and it came true. sigh. but i got poli. so....i'll go with matriks. I got matriks at KMPh Gambang. I don't know whether this is a right choice for me or not....but i'll just go with the flow.
I mean, fine, i'm totally fine with account but somewhere deep in my heart... i still hope i get TESL. It hurts when you didn't get the thing you want, ya know. sigh.
I'm both afraid and excited to get into matriks. But one thing for sure, i will be completely alone. My friends during elementary and high school either go with their upu's choices or didn't apply for matriks. How will I survive? D:
I'm afraid, I am so afraid...There are so many 'what ifs' in my mind. I'm afraid I couldn't do well in exam. I'm afraid I can't reach the exact pointer. Bad thoughts are flooding in my mind. I know I need to think of the positive, but i cant help it from coming ya know :(
*sigh*
YOSHHH! I just need to think of the positives things. You can do well. You can do it. You will be well there. Don't worry. (I AM FREAKIN' WORRYING RN)
Anyway, it still weeks away before I'll be officially a matriks student. So right now, I will enjoy my life (if i could). Poor who got the upu's choices cos their register date due on 24th May. HAHA. Goodluck untuk berpuasa di sana :D muahahaha *evil laugh* At least I got to spend my first day of Ramadhan with my family <3
But...I think my orientation will due on Ramadhan as well right? Oh no....Oh God pls no....
Oh well, I will worry about it when it comes :) Now, spend your free time with your families and friends(mostly my friends are away from me, gajima chinguyaaa T.T )
Good luck to everyone, and good luck to myself as well. ☺
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